Vakacava tiko matavuvale??
whats goin on? man yesterday just was not a good day!! I was totally fine Sunday and then I woke up Monday and could barely talk had no energy ha i dont know how i got sick but i couldn't focus in class or anything it was rough then reading about mollie just topped it off...it made me cry ha i wish i could have seen her again but she was a great dog and was very old..Im all good now, i know it was going to happen soon, just not that soon. Everynight its weird when i dont see her lay by my bed haha.
Well hows everything else there? This week was my first roller coaster week ha, its crazy how one day could be soo good and then next just suck and so frustrating...The language is up and down..yesterday was a reality check in both language and teaching..Bro Matheson (who is part of BYU national lacrosse champions and one of the nations best players) told us that he can teach us everything, buts in reality, we have to figure it out on our own..I feel like ive been worjking hard but defintely not as hard as I could be..All three of us, didnt know what happened when we got back to the room ha , just something it and all of us need to step up more...He told us success=commitment so thats our new motto now...So I have committed myself to work as hard as i possibly can because i dont want to be one of those missionaries who said "I wish I would have" you know? Elder Ardern of the 70 talked to us three..he was the old mission pres before ostler..Just said no easy way out, dont use english ever so we have been better at that and just to set an example for others and our kids as well...We are still the only 3...we wont get new fijians til close to we leave i dont think...I found out that there are 70 missionaries in Fiji and only about 10-15 natives...They love talking and helping foreigners. Fiji is the place where silk ties die...It is very rude to walk in front of people and when you get inside a house..you take your shoes off at the door and then crawl to the host to shake is hand if he is sitting down...its rude to be taller than your host..luckily for me, fijians use the eyebrow thing for yes hahaha...its funny. They are very patient people and will help you say the right thing. I have seen Crosby a few times ...he seems to be ejoying it...we sang come thou fount in fijian hahaha it was awesome! its our new favorite song.. Im singing in the choir again tonight..we are singing "This is the Christ" its a great song written by James E. Faust. Moaalii loves and thanks you for the swedish fish, he loves them and elder leonard thanks you for the song book..He lived in England then moved to Alabama and he has the perfect accent!! haha i love it.. he's hilarious...He reminds me alot like spenny brown...well things here are good, just working everyday and pushing through the hard times...Mom i love my son is ... "Au lomani luvegu" You can say that about any one of us luvengu is my child...the computer shuts off at 30 its retarded but tell anyone you talk to write me on dear elder or just plain mail cuz its tough to write in exactly 30 minutes...I love you all and I am learning alot and have gained a greater testimony. I have realized that teaching Sunday School and a investigastor are very different and much harder haha. So know i am good and thanks for everything. Tell everyone hi and all the ward thank you. Sota tale!
